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‘definitely i’m amazed’ by the love that so many are giving

June 25, 2011

it’s come into my mind from hopefully a new thread of maturity that we don’t have to be so hard on ourselves and we certainly shouldn’t ever be hard on the ones we love – rather i am learning to find the best in those we know and love and to give esteem and honor to their best qualities that makes us befriend or love them or both – no one needs someone else trying to change them or pointing out what might not be so wonderful of a trait, they will figure it out all on their own and with far greater value as we all only change and improve when we alone recognize and realize we want a better understanding than how we presently know how to live life – and when we do that with our own open eyes and mind the world is an array of amazingly enlightening and loving help right there at our doorstep as we seek and gain truly positive change in ourselves – this is how we should be together and is the commitment i am making to everyone i know and love from this day forward until my time on earth ends – for anyone that i know reading these words my sincerest apology for ever offending you and your god-given right to be who you are and to become who you are – if ever i am asked for my help with what little i may know i will do my utmost to be of help to you however i can, for this is why i feel i was given my life and i finally understand – thank you god for this new wisdom –

on a parallel note at least to me i have been realizing in recent days that our gifts even if they’ve been stowed away for years are ready and willing as if we never stopped – a fantastic gift my wife had been encouraging me to get for quite a time to reconnect to my most basic self finally arrived – to rena i will be ever grateful that she could see what i wasn’t seeing as she even gave me a special gift of money more than a year ago as a ‘just because i love you so much gift’ to make this happiness happen for me once again – and now a re-discovered happiness i first began to know when i was 11 years old has come thundering back in my life with the brilliant new set of pearl drums that is presently both comforting and freaking out the cats – they love sleeping underneath them and then can’t begin to figure out why or how i can make so much ‘noise’ with them just the same! – i guess the reason i am sharing this story is simply to say if there’s a soul-satisfying talent you have that you long ago put away for whatever reason good bad or indifferent well maybe it’s time to shine a little light back in your heart and in the world and let ’em see and share your smile your soul and maybe the very essence of why you are here – wishing you god’s vision wisdom & strength ~rettingerrockfiles/RRF~

2 Comments leave one →
  1. Jeffrey Harrington permalink
    June 26, 2011 7:48 pm

    Hey Gary,

    Glad to see you’ve found a positve outlet for your trials and celebrations. We’ve both learned some pretty hard lessons over the past year and I know we are better for it.

    Catch up with you soon.

    • February 16, 2013 10:42 pm

      thank you Jeff!… i am so sorry for the way way and did i say way late reply to your thoughtful words on my post from 6.26.11… i was floating in the ether at that point… what a turn since then… if you find it makes sense for you all it’ll be good to get on the same page together for everyone’s benefit… thanks for your efforts… Godspeed to you all-/–

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