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a five-year funeral…

September 7, 2016

and finally walking away from being left behind after twenty years and all of everything that simply was and indeed wasn’t is perhaps the single hardest self-realization i’ve ever come to in this wild and wonderful thing we all call life – and in finally having done it, i’m steadily finding this newly found freedom is indeed incredibly liberating well beyond my wildest imagination in that all of the loving light of everything that ever was as well as everything that has yet to even come to be has now nearly perfectly come together in becoming one – 

and in ultimately becoming one, i’m further feeling as if every arresting thread of love that has ever found its way into my always swiftly beating heart is once again radiating out to the world on every single path the good Lord is leading me upon – 

and in this beautifully never-ending guiding light for the very first time, i truly have every feeling and faith that my greatest destiny is now entirely upon me – and for it all and with the very deepest of gratitude, i say thank you – wishing you all every blessing at the greatest of godspeed ~rettingerrockfiles/RRF~

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  1. scott permalink
    October 20, 2016 5:41 pm

    I am sorry for the words that I wrote to you, they were freddie infused, harsh and uncalled for. hope you got through matthew ok. I am terribly sorry.

    • October 21, 2016 11:24 am

      thank you Scottyboy and likewise please accept my apology for the return fire as it hurt so badly that I simply couldn’t see straight in doing anything other than trying to swiftly vanquish the pain…
      I hope and pray we can recapture the brotherhood we once had, love you man…

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